i had a mate through and before the first lockdown who had always been so upbeat and happy around me who i really appreciated spending time with, and nothing had ever come to my mind about any of his problems or anything of that sort, i spent loads of time with him and had 2 bands with the both of us in, as we approached lockdown 1 i saw his mood change and he shut off from everything, my immediate instinct was to ask if he was okay but he deleted all of his social media, i tried texting him but no reply, i wish i had done more to show him i was there because i found myself in a discord call with him and i just didn't express to him that i was there to talk to, i wish i could've done more to help, he lost his original bouncy self and he's not who he was before. i wish i could turn back time and tell him I'm there, because i want that old bouncy happy mate back.